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oh man.....jus came bac frm band prac...im now both tired n hungry...hmm..todae prac start off quite good la...budden lata things get more heated up..todae clarinet tio..cos play too soft..den i tio oso..cos cant play loud..no volume n cant hold long notes...argh!!!!!by nx vivala,which means till june 23,im goin to play so loud tat 2nd clar can b heard n able to hold notes for 16 counts...tats my goal...todae im shivering in band...is not bcos im cold but is bcos im scared man.. is veri persure for mi lo..i scared lata 2nd clar cant b heard..den i die..or i cannot hold long note he scold mi..or i squeak..or im flat...not lookin at him...im rushing or im slowing..these all thing i mus take into consideration while playin a piece lo...is soooooooo stressful man.. jus now got one piece i break down..n de music is veri thin lo..so i break down he sure noe de...but heng he nc scold n jiun kai cover for mi...cos i not enuff breath...cos i remember syf..i had to hold my breath for dunno how many bars.. den tis freak mi out lo...hmmm....everytime in slow movement or place where is veri soft,each parts onli 1 or 2 pple play...i uaually wil squeak de..hahaz.. cos i freak out..i really scared wad if tis happen...wad if tat happen...hahaz...so nx yr NO MORE!!!!!i wil not freak out!!!!todae i personally feel tat we play soran funk quite okie lo..quite nice..is loud too..=)
hmm..these few daes dun quite slp too gd...got nitemare...haiz..............den yesterdae dreamt tat dunno hu ask mi not to fan humphrey bear...hahahaz...mayb is god ba..hahaha..craps... hahaz...im soooo happie...watchnite is comin soon..jus 2 dAes more.....hahaz..okie okie....my food is ready..so im signing off here=)
