facade.
fri, which is ytd, wei da did some psycho test on me.
and there's this qns whereby he asked will i build a fence ard my hse.
i answered no.
so it meant tt i will be open-ed to pple bout my feelings.
true to some extend la.
like if im happy den show it lo.
angry den show lo.
sad... sometimes la.
most of the times i wil be smiling or emo or stoned.
den just now went for fusion.
glenn lim wad talking bout changing weakness to strength.
den im thinking bout wads mine.
i dun have any strength.
weakness....
i love to bottle things up.
i duno.
i just dun wanna be a burden.
i dun wan to ruin someone's day.
i dun wan them to feel emo/sad like me.
or faced the problem tt im facing.
ya.
im like tt lo.
i wont tell my parents too.
unless my mom asked lo.
so ya.
why God make me this way man?
i oso dunno.
and i like to make one simple small thing into sth big n complicated.
i guess thats human.
or rather,
tt's me.
sad right?
now im back to my hack care mode.
sian.
tt's bad man.
cos i will hack everything.
including exams.
like fri,
i hacked CRS CA1.
i regretted la.
but wads the use now?
i dunno.
so how can bottle things up turn into a strength???
hmmm................
i noe what's my strength.
whenever sth bad happen,
after sleeping,
i'll be fine.
it will be another good day for me.
(:
FAKE SMILE HELPS.
but sometimes,
it is hard to have a fake smile.
i tried once.
is damn hard.
u wanna smile,
but ur cheeks muscle are not working.
so ya.
FAKE SMILE.
i need my sleep.
and what's my purpose in life??
hmmmm.............
this is so the random post.
i need a shoulder n a ear.
i know God is there for me.
but i need something physically.
u noe wad i mean?
nvm.
im talking to myself.
wadever.
